第一次

这是我第一次以华语来写部落格。

记得在上个星期六，当我正在更新我的部落格的时候， 一位朋友因一时的澎湃， 也学着开了自己的部落格网。 当我看见他以华语来写时， 一股冲动从心而涌， 我也想尝试。

想起光良在几年前的一首歌 --《第一次》：

第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由......对我


第一次～～

人生中往往有许多的第一次，第一次交朋友， 第一次上学， 第一次打球， 第一次游泳， 第一次离家背景， 第一次独立生活。。。
这许许多多的第一次， 绝对是锻炼一个人机智，成熟，独立。。。的大好机会。
是这样的吗？或是叫人胆怯 · 不堪一击的可怕情景呢？

记得有一次，大概是二或三岁的时候， 我与家人一块儿到云顶高原去观光， 当时还小的我， 因玩得乐在其中， 与家人走散了。 那么小的孩子， 能做些什么呢？ 当时的我， 毫无头绪， 沉静的坐在喷泉的边沿， 默默的等待着。。。
当时的勇气是从哪来的呢？ 我也不清楚。。。
隐约中记得， 当时是大姐来接我， 把我带回父母身旁的。

如今， 我已经长大了。。。
为了学习而离乡背井， 离开家人的身旁， 独自一人。。。
承担起一切的责任， 忧伤， 苦闷。。。

“独在异乡为异客，每逢佳节倍思亲”
端午节快到了。。。
家人在遥远的地方，
而我。。。
该如何过节呢？

常常盼望着假期的到来，
为的不就是回家与家人团聚一趟吗。。。

EXAM

EXAM......

What a scary word in my entire life...
Since I was in primary school, exams always make me difficult...
- 7 papers to sit for UPSR
- 8 papers to sit for PMR
- 12 papers to sit for SPM...
and only 4 papers to sit for college sem exam

With full of self-confidence, I thought it is easy to study for college exam...
as time pass...
I know that I was wrong...

in SPM time...
12 papers are for 12 subject
in college...
4 papers are for 15 subjects!!!

what a mad exam system is this???
Even the exam timetable, it only place on the notice board 5 days before the exam date...

Its really like ask me to suicide...
d time is so rush....
d syllabus covered in exam haven't finish study...
some more got tae-kwondo upgrading test during the exam period as well...

"The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge, and the knowledge of the holy is understanding" (Proverbs 1:7)

YES...
when we fear of GOD...
we will get the wisdom from HIM
there are nothing more to worry about exams...
GOD will sure lead us to pass through these difficulties and bring us to joy...

Dear brothers and sisters, we must always fear of the LORD...
there are nothing better than what GOD gave us...
Let us always adore HIM and never leave GOD no matter we are in good condition nor bad
May d great LORD bless people who listen to HIM and kneel down before HIM

'FRENZ"

What is a friend?
What is the function of a friend?
What is the responsibilities of a friend?

It is deeply in my heart and memory.....
Since young, I'm thought how to care and share with the others....
I'm thought not to bully others, not to hurt other, not to discriminate others...
but to---
treat others with love and joy...
pay and don't hope to receive...
love others just as you love yourself....

so many theories...
since I leave home...
I realized that not everybody practice the same as me...

For some of them Frenz are---
the one for them to take advantage
the one for them to order the one to help them in succeed
the one to bear their wrongness the one for them to laugh at...

Such a pity world...
Love is not around...
People live in pityness and self-centered
self is always more important than others...
never learn to share and forgive...

When I thought all these are real...
I read this..
the love from GOD is not naturally, but supernaturally
YES.....
the love from GOD is supernaturally...
we are first nor deserve to go in front of him...
but of His gracious love...
His only son had sacrificed for us on the cross...
to bear our sins, with full of ashamed, laughed by the Romans...
He had decided to use His own blood to save us from the devil...
just because

He LOVE us...

this shows me a meaningful lesson...
we got an opportunity to love, because at first GOD gave us the love...
I learned what are the opinions of others bout frenz...
I know that I have to treat my frenz with all my hearts and soul...
just like GOD treats me.